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Dawn was breaking. The chill wind was making me feel cold, as I gazed into the ocean waves.
I stood there, reflecting, on memories gone by.
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"How could you!"
"I didn't know!"
"Know what?! You know how much this book means to me!"
Silence.
"You love that book more than your own sister?"
Another memory.
Chatting through a computer:
"I'm sorry. I really am sorry."
As I open my eyes again, and turn my head from side to side, no-one is there. I've made horrible mistakes. I thought. "Lord, forgive me. I didn't know."
The sun breaks from the horizon, and I desperately wish I could share this moment with my forgotten sister.
Dawn was breaking. The chill wind was making me feel cold, as I gazed into the ocean waves.
I stood there, reflecting, on memories gone by.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"How could you!"
"I didn't know!"
"Know what?! You know how much this book means to me!"
Silence.
"You love that book more than your own sister?"
Another memory.
Chatting through a computer:
"I'm sorry. I really am sorry."
"Say that to my face and I'll believe you."
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I shut my eyes from the memories, but the pain is still there. Being alone hurts, but not as much as knowing that you could've done better, but didn't.
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I shut my eyes from the memories, but the pain is still there. Being alone hurts, but not as much as knowing that you could've done better, but didn't.
As I open my eyes again, and turn my head from side to side, no-one is there. I've made horrible mistakes. I thought. "Lord, forgive me. I didn't know."
The sun breaks from the horizon, and I desperately wish I could share this moment with my forgotten sister.
listen / smile / laugh / sister love / remember


9 comments:
Oh wow, that is so good! :O :)
love this, Nela! sososo beautiful. :) great job, girl! i love reading your stories. :)
xo
i love this, Nela! it's a heart-touching! your heart is as beautiful as a diamond! (or whatever gem stone is your favorite)
xoxo, moi-eena
I love when you post these :) I might start writing some of these :)
-mal :)
Gah, this is so good my dear friend!
Beautiful!
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you just gave chill to my beating heart through your writing
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God bless,
Hyacinth :)
So good. Love the photograph too.
Anna x
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